It isn't easy Some1.......I wanted this person for 4 years, had the relationship for 5 months and for the first time experienced happiness. It all fell apart because I "didn't have the clothes to fit in". We are still friends........she has moved on to several diff people but there is a bond that can't be broken, because she showed me who she really is.....and that can't be forgotten.

Try to move on........the pain will always be there, but you deserve more.