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Originally Posted by atisketatasket
So I used to think this way when married. But then I realized I was alone even with someone there, so what the heck, might as well be alone without someone screaming at me.
And unlike me, you have a son. He's a good kid. He won't let you die alone.
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thank you atat. it all just seems so... complicated...
You're right about my son he has grown up into such a fine man and while I would not want to burden him, I know he would not consider me that way and would not let me die alone. This gives me hope. I am definitely going to call ex-pdoc tomorrow and see about getting back on meds, and once I start getting my head in a better place, then I can start working on figuring out how to leave. I can't live like this anymore.