Continuing my research on my insurance website I found another pdoc that's in a familiar area for me and is a little less costly, the cost estimator says $655 for 6 medication management visits. And he has evening appointments which are not easy to find. I wrote his number down to call tomorrow. Thankfully I have my HSA to pay for all of it with, so I don't have to eat up my overtime $ I've been working so hard for. I am grateful for this, and feeling gratitude and actually starting to take action in a positive direction is improving my mood a little.