Then looked at my FB friends list - Idk why I have high school friends on there.. I don't understand what happened.. with the AvPD.

And I listened to a song that my moms ex used to play in the truck, going everywhere.. "Wasting Love" by Iron Maiden. It haunts me.

I feel mentally disturbed. It's like every decision I can possibly make is a DEAD END. No matter what I do, I'm still haunted.

I hope this goes away in the morning.