I have not been my self for the last 5 days. i have been sinking fast and not sure what the reason is. i had an awful painful colonoscopy on Tusday and have been more upset since then..i'm not in pain but i was hurting so bad during the test i started crying and have been everysince. not everyone has a test like that, just a few. anyway, that just added to it. i keep trying to find anything to make me sleep. i don't want to talk to anyone or be awake. i just want to rot away. you don't have to reply, i just needed to talk.....pj56.