aww thanks willowtigger! I'm feeling cautiously optimistic this morning after sleeping late, knowing I'll be seeing L tomorrow. I do feel a little silly now about that whole breakdown at work yesterday and wonder if maybe I overreacted by reaching out to her. I am not going to sit here and second-guess myself though, because as soon as I got her response that yes of course I can come in for a tune up session, I felt a calm settle over me that I haven't been feeling for the last month or so and it felt good.