My friend is going away on vacation. i won't see her for 18 days. This is causing me a lot of stress/anxiety/loneliness/abandonment fears/etc. She will be out of the country. I guess we can talk via FB messenger. But it won't be the same. And I won't get her hugs. Boo. I asked her today to not forget about me. She assures me she won't. But IDK. I'm already almost crying and experiencing grief about it.