My mom got pretty pissed at me last night because I ate just 2 tablespoons of peanut butter for dinner. She said she wasn't mad. She was concerned. She said this is eating disorder behavior and it seems like its getting out of control. I mean I know it is getting out of control. But I wasn't using peanut butter to restrict. I was just really tired and craving it. I sent an email to my therapist explaining the situation then I ate the peanut butter and went to sleep. I woke up at 9 something and asked what was going on. My mom said we have the baby again in the morning and all day because my brother in laws work schedule got busy. I find it kind of rude to tell my mom at 6PM that she has to spend her whole day watching the baby for the 3rd time this week. I feel like my sister and brother in law are taking advantage of her a bit. I'm glad they agreed to let my mom take the baby to my therapists office on Mondays because there would be no way I was going to do virtual permanently because of their schedule. I'm glad they understand I have important things too. Sorry if I'm being *****y. I just feel like they ask a lot of my mom without giving much back.