What a last couple of years it has been. My sister passed away from bone cancer 01/04/20 my brother was shot and murdered 06/24/20 my wife passed away 11/18/21 then my real good buddy committed suicide last week and then I just found out that my cousin died yesterday.
I am finally starting to pull out of the haze I was in after my wife passed away cause she was my everything. It is nice to be able to think clearly, and even though I am depressed about my buddy and cousin I refuse to let it drag me back into the pits of hell. I don't know if this is the wrong way to handle this new grief or not, but I am going to shove those memories as far back as I can. Thanks for letting me vent.

I start on a new antidepressant today called Paxil and I am still on the lamictal working up the doses on it till I hit a therapeutic level.

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