I'm extremely devastated. L made a suggestion today to talk to H about and H was 100% against it. He made me feel embarrassed and ashamed and like I was gross and disgusting and even slutty. I'm really sad because she made that suggestion to help me with a sex problem, and now I'm in a worse place than I was. I'm mad at L for getting my hopes up, and I'm mad at H for basically insulting me. I will never talk to H about that subject matter again.