Ty Jill, but my main problem has always been that I don't matter in the scheme of things - not what I want, not what I need to do.........I exist to do for all the other ppl in my life, except here on this forum.

I have never felt so vulnerable..........being held overnight like that was enlightening, so say the least.

Alex is slightly better, but going to school tomorrow with the other germ-infested children will set him back somewhat.

You mean the world to me as well, Jill.