Also, my therapist was saying stuff like "psychotropics help over time" not necessary in the short term, to which I had to basically not laugh because her understanding of it was poor. I think. At least. I mean don't different medications have different effects? One medication is not equal to another, correct?

Also, it seems like every time I lower the olanzapine lower than 10 mg, I begin to experience problems. I don't want to feel that kind of anxiety anymore. It's not just anxiety, it's stuff that develops into psychosis.