H cleaned a grill left by the former tenant. I freaked out because he brought the grill pieces into the house to clean. I don't know WTF is wrong with me. It's like I'm developing ocd tendencies. I'm back in bed now. I was up for maybe 3ish hrs. My dog ignores me, h and Miguel don't really need me. I'm just taking a spot in a bed, making them watch me suffer. I just don't know what to do. I see new PCP in about 3 weeks. Then I have the 3 hr dentist appointment. Then I can schedule pdoc appointment. Until then I'm basically stuck.
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Dx:
Me- SzA
Husband- Bipolar 1
Daughter- mood disorder+
Comfortable broken and happy
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