Lately I’ve been getting into cooking and menu planning. I’ve made dinner the last three nights.

Thursday I made pork burgers with sweet potato fries (not too much just fried the pork and put the frozen fries in the oven).

Yesterday I made lemon pepper chicken wings and sweet potato fries (they’re so good). Oven baked so not that hard.

Today I made mussel fettuccine with a garlic basil wine cream sauce.

Tomorrow I’m making garlic cumin lamb with bacon Parmesan brussel sprouts.

My mom is encouraging me to take up cooking more for a hobby. Which is nice to do. But part of me just likes to have control over what I’m eating and how it’s prepared. A common trend with people with anorexia is a love for making meals for others.

So that fits. This sense of control works with me. Makes me feel calmer.

I know it’s crazy and disordered but im actually enjoying it.

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