Well that session on Friday did something else too - it totally jump-started my inner work again. I will be reading through the 3 pages from yesterday after I get off work today, for either more writing or simply figuring out which of the possible meanings of the dream are not accurate. I have way too much going on right now for this - which is why I don't want to get back into therapy (with anyone) right now - but at least doing it on my own, there's no pressure of a weekly session, I suppose I just needed the impetus to start working through this stuff again, and now I am.