So I almost cried in the middle of best buy for no reason. We got what we needed and I'm back in bed. This is ridiculous I can't do simple things. I'm calmer now under a blanket, in a dark room. I feel like I can breathe here. H keeps turning on the light and opening the shades. I guess I'm loosing weight and eating very little. I had 2 eggs with cheese and a bit of home fries for breakfast. I no longer do the shakes. Just eat whatever I can and that's it. H says I'm barely breaking enough to live. That's probably why I'm sleeping so much 16 hrs just yesterday. 5 pm - 9am. As long as my weight doesn't go to low I should be fine. I'm not really eating chicken, soda or anything like that.
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Me- SzA
Husband- Bipolar 1
Daughter- mood disorder+
Comfortable broken and happy
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