(((((((((((hangingon))))))))))))))))

It doesn't sound like you're bad at therapy. It sounds like what I was dealing with when I first went into therapy. I only brought stuff up (like my SIng)... 2 months before I *knew* would be my last session with my first T.

A lot of people have self-esteem issues, it's not anything bad. A lot of people need to work on it.

Well, are you actually ready to talk about stuff? Maybe you've not reached the point where you have a secure relationship with her enough to tell her. Having trust in a therapist isn't something that usually immediately happens for someone. Perhaps this isn't the right therapist for you. Maybe you're just anxious... that's normal too, I was horribly anxious whenever I even thought about the "bad" or hard stuff, let alone talking about it! Take your time, work at your pace as you need to... if you can't talk, what about journal writing and then sharing them in-session? You could give them to her, or read them out as you wrote them. I find that really helpful.

Good luck, you're doing fine!