I know I need to exercise. I know I need to stop eating crap. I know I need a better work-life balance. But for some reason, I’m stalled on all these. I know I need to do all of this, but for some reason I’m stuck in the same old rut. I think I’m depressed. I have friends, at least. I have a home. A job— one that may kill me, but still a job. A gorgeous, feisty kitty that I love. I think I need to start seeing a therapist or something. I don’t know. I called out from work today… yesterday was so unbelievably horrible, even though I was only there for three hours. I couldn’t do it today. I feel like so much of my waking hours are spent planning and dreaming and not actually doing. To say I’m frustrated with myself is an understatement. **** it. I just know something needs to change. Or maybe a lot of things.

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