I feel like you do indigo1015..........And I don't even have a job I have to go to ! I'm retired but disabled. I feel
like there are a million things I SHOULD be doing but am not. Why ? Take your pick. I'm in chronic pain which limits what I CAN do . Physically. Mentally if I couldn't just focus long enough on one thing I would probably be successful at it. But my concentration level is very low. I could just say f*** it and let myself deteriorate into oblivion ( which is probably my subconscious desire ). I'm TIRED , and probably so are you .
Wish you happiness in whatever you do......ll
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