Provided nothing untoward happens in the next 12 hours, I will be seeing you in person for only the 2nd time since we started working together just over a year ago.

I hope my mood remains stable enough to feel up to doing the trip. If I don't feel as though I can keep myself safe, then I will have to switch to remote, but I really need this few hours away from the house. I haven’t been anywhere since I last saw you 6 weeks ago.

Not sure exactly what to focus on tomorrow. I know we were reserving the f2f sessions for the blue elephant stuff... But with the way things have been, maybe we need to address the pink elephant stuff instead? Or as well as, but I don't think we'll have enough time for both.

What I don't want, is to come away from the session feeling as though I didn't make the best use of the time, and then have to stew for another 6 weeks until we can possibly meet again.

Half of me is worrying how much longer I'm going to be able to keep paying for these sessions for, and the other half is thinking I should be saving this money now. But it's not like I spend any money on much else in my life and I see it as an investment in my mental health, so that's how I justify it.

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