This morning I called to try to see my provider - a P.A. Not available till the end of March. I have an eye infection and I'm going to run out of my antidepressant because I upped the dose. So they said I could come in today and be seen by the supervising MD.

So I took up the offer and saw the doctor. She was friendly but in quite a rush. She ordered antibiotic eye drops and more of my antudepressant. I said I needed to take a higher dose because I've been more depressed. She was not looking to hear anything more from me, so I shut up.

Then the staff there said I could get seen on 2/15 by my regular provider. So I'll do that. I don't expect much will come of it. I'll just get my prescriptions renewed. I don't know anything else they could do for me.

When I told the doctor today that I got real depressed over the holidays . . . . . . it was like I said that I gained some weight over the holidays. No reaction whatsoever. Like I had said something utterly unimportant.