Hi, I'm so sorry you're struggling with such a painful disorder. OCD is almost always biological. Many people with it are treated with both medication and therapy. I hope you can speak with a doctor (preferably a psychiatrist) about your OCD. Also, your therapist may have an idea of who can help you with medication. Is it possible for you to have therapy sessions more often?
btw, I think your love for bats is wonderful! They are fascinating animals.
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