(((BabyG)))

I love your avitar and sense of style, btw.

Listen, you are feeling the disappointment and lonliness other people can create, but you are not feeling that 'certain something' within yourself that can occupy the space created by those who aren't there when you need them to be.

We all have this 'area' which we can fill with a hobby, like the artist, or a drive road-trip, like Sir Anthony Hopkins does, or games of solitare, a fabulous novel, a night of shopping, or something, perhaps a health club, girlfriends, going out to dinner alone and to a movie ... something to help us enjoy our own company and rely on our own emotions to take care of us.

The options are awesome - of things that can fill your life, besides people.

I'm sorry you miss your Mom, I'm sure she misses you too!

I miss my child every minute! If it's a consolation, I think all Moms' do. That's why we feel so guilty by working and being any distance away. You'll no this one day perhaps through experience. I'm sure if she knew you wanted her in your life, she'd be there with bells on - saying real loud and embarrassingly - "Honey, I'm here, I'm here"

peace and love,
night