Hi @Deejay14. I'm sorry you're not feeling too good. I've had my experiences with gut issues. Diverticulitis had me in the hospital last year. Feel free to PM me, if you want to talk "guts."

I forgot all about the mail today! Wouldn't have mattered. Tomorrow, I really must deal with the bills. I'll probably do phone payments. Some have got to be overdue.

Anxiety had me so I couldn't focus much. I'm able to post because that eases my anxiety. It did calm down compared to earlier. I dread tomorrow morning. I like when it's night time. Once that sun comes up, I start to feel bad.

If I had more money, I would pay someone to just stay with me during the day, while I do things in the house.

I'm finding it almost intolerable to be in my apartment alone during the day. This is crazy. I'm about ready to go to a soup kitchen just to sit with other people.

I didn't mean to turn this thread into an endless blog. I sure appreciate that anyone stops by. Somehow I will turn things around. I always have. Eventually, I will post that I'm better. It's just taking so long. This is excruciating.