Thanks everyone. Sorry to be stupid.

Thanks Selena for the suggestion, but for me to turn around and say it wasn't my fault I'd have to believe it wasn't...

Keep hearing it all... over and over... telling me how worthless I am... how stupid I am... how I deserved what they did to me... how no one cares. They made me into this dumb unlovable hated coward that I am. Or maybe I made myself into that

Old tapes are always there... always reminding me. Keep seeing so much in my head... can't get it out. Keep seeing the horror... keep reminding me of things

That I'm stupid.
That I'm hated.
That I'm a burden.
That I deserved it.
That I'm all to blame.
That I'm pathetic.
That I'll never amount to anything.