I fell asleep last night at 5:30. I woke up at 8 thinking it was 8PM on a Friday in the summer for some reason. I got back to sleep half an hour later, then I woke up at 11 and fell back asleep around 1 something and got up at 4:30.

I finally got my laundry put away. I had been doing it then just putting it in laundry baskets on the floor in my room. I've been doing this since before Christmas. But I finally got it all hung up in my closet and folded and put away in my dresser. It took almost an hour to get 4 huge baskets done. But its finished.

My anxiety was kind of high earlier but I'm feeling better now after eating some mini bacon wrapped smoked hot dogs and taking my Geodon 20 with a valium. My niece is over and is fussy as normal. She had a blow out earlier and popped one of the buttons off her onesie.

I'm hoping to get my blood test done late this afternoon. I already put it off yesterday. I want my endocrologist to have the results for my Friday appointment.

My copays for specialists are going down. I'm still trying to find work. I just looked last night and I thought I found a good one until it said relocation is a must. But I'm worried about losing my disability and SSI and this insurance is so important. But I'm looking almost every day and not finding anything. But I am bored and I want to work no matter what my mom or therapist thinks is best for me.