hi..

It is June... and I already "feel" the 4th of July coming... heading straight at me...

My father (one of my physcial and sexual abusers) passed on this date...I kinda asked myself "why"... so I could never forget the date? No.. I know he didn't choose the date... it is just one of those "flukes of fate"...

Do you have any suggestions of things I could do over this weekend... that would make it pass faster???? and no.. I will not be joining my best friend and her family this year..

so something I could kinda do on my own???

many thanks to those that reply....