I feel better now. It was possible for me to make room in my daily planner to set apart a specific daily time to put positives and negatives with the different choices I have to make. I have understood that it will take some time and I am OK with that.

The problem I struggle with is if I shall move to another state or not. The expenses with living at my place has become quite high so with only that in my thoughts, it would be an easy choice. But there are other "things to take into consideration. Moving far away from my family will probably be hard, even if I visit them once or twice a year.

I am glad this problematic choice is now in the planner. I will use months on this to be able to chose the right alternative and know that I really worked one making the best choice out of the options I found.

Tomorrow I have an appointment with my GP (physical stuff) . Friday I will do work in the home. Next week at Monday I hope to jump into using my ordinary (now altered) schedule.