a few nights ago i sent a message to this guy who had cheated on his pregnant girlfriend with me and we got into a fight because he told me that he had told her and i found out that she had no idea til a month ago so i went off at him and then she was talking to me and i told her i wanted to kill myself cuz of wat he did and she told me he wasnt worth it then she told me to leave them alone or she would press charges so i left them alone.

last night mum asked me if i had been talking to them and asked if i told them i wanted to kill myself i asked her who told her then she told me it was that girl and then mum was saying that she didnt know what to do but she didnt want me to kill myself and i yelled at her and said that if i was going to do it i would have done it by now

i know she only wants to help but i dont want help i dont want her to treat me differently i just want her to understand that i dont trust people and dont want them to know bout me