I went to my analyst today. The whole morning was one mess up after another and I had a major temper tantrum. (Luckily no one was home) My session was brutal and I had racoon eyes afterward. (Eye make up) I know he's trying to help but God ,it feels like he's pulling my brain out through my nose! I'm always exhausted after these sessions and wonder what I'm supposed to do if it all becomes too much. My head has flooded with issues from years ago. I don't understand why, all of a sudden I seem to be remembering everything as though it was now. I thought I had all the memories packed away, but they flood and overwhelm me. I'm tired.