Rose you got this! How about we both go to the senior center and compare experiences on Monday night. You are right just getting there and sitting in a reading nook would probably be of help to you

In dealing with the docs sometimes you shouldn't say too much until they see you in person. Then tell them in clear terms that you cannot function as you need to.

Please know I am here. Will check in tomorrow night. I really think you are making good progress from just a short time ago. You might be the last one to see that and feel its true.