I feel awful. I have been trying to see my provider. Today they told me she could see me in April.

I texted her that I was having severe anxiety, which is very unusual for me. I want an increase in my psych med.

I just about never ask for any attention to my psych issues. I just tell them when to reorder my antidepressant. I pick it up at the pharmacy and take it. I'm pretty low maintenance.

I'm really hurt. I thought my provider cared a little more than this.