Dear K,

Slightly sad to find you are no longer registered with the BACP. I guess that really is it then, isn't it. I'm not sure why, but seeing your name still there this last year brought me some comfort, but now even that is gone. I wonder if you will ever initiate contact with me. You always reply to me. Always. But only twice, once in those first few days and once on my birthday have you ever been the one to reach out first. I'm ok with it, for now, but I don't think I will always be ok with it. I am curious, will things ever change?