So as I get older, it’s becoming clearer and clearer to me that marriage and kids are not in the cards for me. I want a really amazing lifelong relationship with a guy, but I don’t honestly like most kids and I’m also very private. I need my own space to recuperate and recover at the end of the week. I often have someone over, but at the end of the day, sharing a living space with someone else is not going to work out for me. My uncle has what I think would be a great setup— he and his girlfriend see each other constantly, and she’s always at his place, but they still have their own separate places and lives. They don’t have an open or polyamorous relationship, they see only each other romantically. But there’s still some space. I think that would work for me. I haven’t told my mom or dad, because they really want grandchildren. But i also realize that I don’t have to tell them; its my life and i have to do what’s best for me. Anyway, my sis and her boyfriend can have kids and I can be the cool aunt lmao— taking them to rock concerts, giving them their first beer, taking them along to watch me get tattoos, etc. Giving them back at the end of the day when they’re cranky haha. Part of me feels really guilty over this though. But it’s the honest truth.

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