I was definitely told by someone that knew my family and was my mum's interpreter when she went to court over something she did she yelled in a shop. Anyway, her advice to me was you witnessed a lot of domestic violence and you need counselling for that right now your not ready for a huge relationship just focus on you and I've been really thinking about it. Now I'm actually ready to talk about those feelings. When I see my psychiatrist I'm really gonna double down on needing an occupational therapist and a counsellor just to deal with the feelings around trauma because my PTSD comes more in emotional flashbacks rather then visual flashbacks, so I need to talk about those feelings around the emotional flashbacks.