Depression sucks. I'm so tired of feeling yucky. The only time I feel good is when I'm asleep and thanks to me med change that is at least a lot of the time. My increased AD is helping some. Today I got out of the house to walk at the state park I live near. That was good. I needed the sunshine. But I'm so far from being better. I just want to sleep all the time. Part is the meds but in the late afternoon/evening it's the depression.

I'm also concerned because I seem to be adjusting to the meds. I was getting to sleep by 11 initially. Now it's midnight and I'm still awake. Last night I had to take my extra dose at 3:30. It's just frustrating.


Sorry for all the complaining. I'm too tired to be polite.