I’m worried about mum. Yesterday when I went to visit her I found her in her nightgown still. She didn’t go to rehab or do anything.and she thought it was morning when it was 3:30pm

I talked to the nurse before I left and said this is how she gets when she gets a bladder infection. She gets ornery, confused and wants to be in bed all the time. But there’s nothing else I can do. Just go back later and check up on her.

I think a lot of it is psychological as her 95th birthday is in a couple of weeks and we went threw this last year too. She gets depressed and discouraged. Also her feet have swollen though her left one has gone down, it’s just more evidence to her that she’s dying. I’m no longer sure she’s coming home.

I got my blood test results back and my vitamin D is low. So literally every symptom I've been feeling for awhile can be traced back to that. The severe fatigue and taking a lot of naps, and feeling weak, and the feeling achy, and the mood swings and just in general feeling unwell. My doctor said to start a 1000mil vitamin D pill every day and that will improve my moods and fatigue.

So once again all my symptoms can be traced back to something medical. Yeah I can tell when something is legit off. I hope my therapist gives me a break about food since loss of appetite is also one of the symptoms even though the Unisom brought it up. I ate normally today though.

My birthday today is pretty much just a normal day. I got a few birthday wishes on Facebook. I've had the TV on all day and now I'm watching CNN about the balloon. My sister is coming over in a bit to celebrate my birthday. Shes bringing pizza and we have that ice cream cake we got yesterday.