Thank you. Whenever I put off doing a thing, it seems harder and harder. Eventually it seems like climbing Mount Everest. I scare myself so much. The bills didn't amount to as much as I thought they would.

Today I took down the Christmas tree. Another "mountain" I didn't want to tackle. It's in 3 peaces on the floor now. Tomorrow I'll bag it and put it up on a shelf in my outside storage closet.

The depression has eased a good bit. Today I cried just once.