Dear T,

i feel like ****. all i want to do is vomit and then stay in bed for the rest of the day. am i becoming depressed? i'm not sure. maybe it's something i ate. but i can't do sports. didn't yesterday either. i took a shower and that helped. now i'm just going to wait until i grow old and die. i know, that's overly dramatic isn't it. well, maybe i can spend today waiting. tomorrow, i need to leave the house. and on tuesday, i'll go see you. i guess this development was to be expected. i'm glad you will be there to guide me a little bit. i don't think i can do this on my own.

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