I realize this about my husband, divine, but I am weakened and am not strong enough. I can't do this. You don't understand how hard this actually is for me. I cannot emphasize this enough. I haven't even seen a single friend of mine in like two weeks. I've stayed in to save money. I'm alone, I'm scared, and I am freaking out. Please take it easy on me.

I am not going to go after my landlord about the low temperature. It has now resolved with the space heaters and is up to 69 degrees in my apt. I need to not cause waves with the landlord whatsoever. I don't need housing issues on top of unemployment and divorce.