My thoughtful sister called today. We had a nice and a long chat. After that, I had trouble focusing on anything. Like my mind got too stimulated.

So I feel like I'm wasting the day. Taking the tree down made a bigger mess than when it was up, but that's part of the process. I'll put it in storage tomorrow.

Right now I feel so unsettled. I think I might just go to the store for groceries. I have to get milk and bread and other basics.

I don't feel well, mentally, but I'm telling myself to just keep trying to go forward.