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Jazz91 said:
i know she only wants to help but i dont want help i dont want her to treat me differently i just want her to understand that i dont trust people and dont want them to know bout me

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hi Jazz,
I am not sure what you mean by this...
YOu mean you don't trust your mum?
It sounds like she was reaching out for you and offering support.
You are going thru so much...your moods etc.
I will be glad when You get to see your psychologist.
It sounds like you could use some family counseling so they can better learn how to support you and you can learn to communicate.
Change is hard and life is all about change.
WE must learn from our mistakes and grow.
Try to not have history repeat itself.
I wish I had learned this so many years ago.
bizi