So, I finished after class and I went to sit down and on of the lady's looked at me funny another said hi. Now I'm just over analysing feeling like they don't like me and I just wonder if people genuinely don't like me and just don't say it to my face. I just feel like the one that's always awkward I mean even just sitting with my classmates eating lunch I feel like I have to ask permission to be there because I just feel unsure that people want me there. It's just an awful feeling and I wish I didn't feel like this but I don't know how to fix it. I feel like my existence needs to be validated and I don't know how to be okay with just existing.