keep going ... hmm .. thinking keep going where ...cuz i feel like i am going to go crazy..
just trying to keep it together - be strong ...be positive ..
and inside i am totally opposite .. afraid for the day it all comes out and the unending tears begin..how do you prepare .. digest all these things or do you?
my youngest going to play in the sand overseas is so overwhelming that his marriage 4 weeks before that time is taking presedence
i dont have time to be happy then next be traumatized ..
my T is leaving in July - having to re establish another ..
those are just a few things .. so much juggling .. i dont have enough limbs to juggle anymore .. speaking emotionally.
i have to live my life and learn to cope somehow.
just wish i knew how.
i cant even get to my issues with all these things going on.
how strong can one person get?sheesh