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Mexico and the resort are very nice. The weather is great and the food is good too! We just got back from an excursion to the Mayan ruins and some natural beauty. This is one off my bucket list.

Although I'm surrounded by beauty and amazing things and people I'm still feeling low. This is really persistent. The sun is nice the weather is nice the people are nice and I can appreciate these things intellectually but I see it all as grey.