I hate my 🌆 . I'm paranoid around people exspecailly large groups. I'm skipping my med tonight taking 1/2 med tomorrow then skip a day then 1/4, then skip two days then the last little bit. I'm going to wait until I see my PCP the 21st. I want something that's not prior authorization, that's not hospital pharmacy and just something I can take and be okay.

Other news because I moved states I have to do an SSI review. Which scares the hell out of me. What if they take it away? I won't be able to survive. I have to call Friday for an appointment. This move has so not gone smoothly for me.

I just need good news. I'm done with all this BS. I'm hoping the review is positive and I keep my disability. Now that I know every time you move states there's a review, I'm stuck here no matter how much I hate it. H talks about us moving to the outskirts but that isn't going to help there's still gobs of people everywhere. Loud, people who walk all around you and no space.id rather stay in bed then deal with this city.