Med Update
2/8/2023
It's hard when I feel so happy, such liberation from those awful many months of severe depression, but the signals I'm getting are that I need to feel less "up." Less ME. It feels like a lot of people want me to be depressed. Makes me feel like running away from some people. If only they could be in my shoes....
Anyway, I agreed (with M.) to drop the Prozac to do the 30, 40, 30, 40. That's as low as I'll go.
I pushed back my appt. with med child to next week. Wish I never had to speak with him again, but guess I can do it one more time. The anger I feel for him is beyond measure, how else can I say it. I'd still be in the depression I was in in October on if I would have listened to him. Plus, the visual issue with the Topomax. Unbelievable, what "professionals" can get away with.
I did take 50mg. Seroquel so I could sleep today. I did sleep, but I think the S. caused a depressed feeling. Anyway, bedtime before too long.