I don't know if anyone can ever accept my dark past I feel like it makes me unlovable I don't know if anyone will ever forgive me for how I treated my mother when I was younger. I want her to forgive me I wish I could take it all back. I didn't want to stress her with my mess, I didn't want her to carry the weight of my problems I didn't want it to be like this. It's just too late and she'll resent me and hate me forever and when she dies all illl have is my regret of how ****** of teenager I was.