thank you so much everyone. I feel so much better talking to everybody. The main thing people say is to talk to a counselor. I used to talk to one almost everyday at my school for a year. But when she found out I cut, she told my parents and I wasnt allowed to talk to her anymore. My mom screamed at me so much because she thinks that I sat there and just talked about her. She was a main topic but it wasnt the only thing. That's a big part of my problem. I don't want to lose talking to my friend... She's all I have right now.