Where I get my healthcare said I could be seen by an eye doctor next week. I was afraid to wait that long, so I went to an optometrist where I've had my eyes tested for eye glasses. She was able to see me right away today. She diagnosed "episcleritis" of my left eye and ordered me special drops to replace what my primary ordered last week. My eye is really sore, but I trust that I'm getting the right treatment now. Thanks for the posts asking about my eye.

Despite my sore eye, I feel so much better overall. I did go to a multi-generational center and paid the $20 to join. I signed up for a computer course there. I need to see what else they offer. It's going to be great to get out of my apartment and join others for some activities. They have a well-equipped gym, but I'ld like something where I get some direction like yoga or tai chi. I envy @Deejay14's meditation group. I live in a good size city, so I think something like that must be offered somewhere. I'm also going to investigate the university's continuing education programs.

I really feel good, but I must make the most of my new found energy. I must commit to some activities that will get me out, active and around other people. I feel like this surge is going to last for a while. This "depressive episode" has finished. More episodes will come. I don't want the next one to devastate me like this last one did for over 2 months. So I must get into some healthy activities.

I will re-read this thread tomorrow to remind myself of some good suggestions that posters have offered above. I am very greatful to all of you for helping me. It's such a relief to come out of that dark tunnel. Thanks for shining your lights, which helped me see a path, when I was in a grim wilderness. It was the worst episode in 3 years, but it has passed. Blessings on you all.